Chapter 12: The Name I Was Born With
By now, I had lost everything I once used to define myself. My sound.My memories.My body.My past. Even the names I had worn along the way had fallen away. LVL.Bazix.Cicatrixx.Perso
Chapter 11: Shelter
Coming back from war with the parasite from paradise was like waking up inside a new body. Same skin — but different wiring. I was thinner. Scarred. But clear. The illusions had
Chapter 10: The Parasite from Paradise
It started as an itch. Just a small red bump on my leg — easy to ignore in the jungle. Mosquito? Spider? Didn’t think much of it. Until it didn’t go away. Until it started gr
Chapter 9: The Jungle Dream
Once the groundwork was laid — the inner structure, the system, the solitude — it became clear: I didn’t want to just live in the world. I wanted to live with it. The cities
Chapter 8: The Inner Alchemist
I emerged from the jungle carrying silence. Not emptiness — but a kind of vibrating stillness I couldn’t explain. It followed me. Not in my thoughts — beneath them. The cerem
Chapter 7: Shamanic Code & Jungle Bones
Peru called to me like a memory I hadn’t made yet, as the voice of a mistress beckoning for me to find her. After the mushroom gate cracked my identity open, I wasn’t looking f
Chapter 6: The Mushroom Gate
After everything collapsed — the label, the love, the scaffolding of who I was building myself into — there was silence. A strange, empty silence. At first, it felt like failur
Chapter 5: The Rise & Fractures
South Africa was supposed to be the upgrade. With Holland feeling like a concrete jungle and my mom being South African-born, we decided to settle nearby Cape Town. After Ghana, I
Chapter 4: Hip Hop, Meet I
Ghana was where everything flipped. Up until then, I’d been the outsider — always watching, always adapting. New countries, new classrooms, new codes. But this time, something
Chapter 3: A Little Stranger
After Holland, we went East. Vietnam first. Then Thailand. Eventually Cambodia. I don’t remember when exactly one country ended and the next began — it all blended together in
